siyamee

I'm depress

2008-09-18T11:44:29Z

I dont know why... for the record i actually have a lot to be thankful this week...
1. some exams were moved
2. the exams that pushed thru I actually passed
3. I was one of the topnotchers in auditing posted at school
4. Lot of sleep or should I just say better sleep
5. Sa bahay natulog sila mommy
6. We ate real food (meaning luto ni mommy) for 3 days.
7. nakabili na kme magkakapatid ng mga kailngan na gamit namin sa bahay
8. Nasasanay na ako ulit maaga gumising regards how late my class is.
9. Was able to have lunch with tina
10. Was able to finish reading chapters in MAS and Auditing with notes.
11. Was able to eat porkchop sa mae
12. And a lot more...

pero bkit I feel down... kahit sabihin kong state of mind ko lang un ayaw mawala un feeling... sign that I am depress... I eat a lot... khit super busog na ako.. im craving for more... Well, ako lang ang nalulungkot sa pagkain ng marami pero un ibang tao tuwang tuwa. As in super. salamat naman daw at kumakain na ako.

Anyway, nadepress ako lalo coz I wanted, planned to attend something today but due to heavy rain I wasnt able to go. I'm reading my book but my mind is out somewhere. I need my focus back. Lots of things to do.

Smile

2008-08-18T06:37:06Z

So I put on my make up put a smile on my face
And if anyone ask me ... everything is ok
I'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
Cuz I'm dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...on my face
Singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

Thank You LORD!!

2008-08-11T11:24:39Z

Kanina gusto ko lang magsumbong dito dahil pinagalitan ako ni daddy sa kasalanan na hindi ko naman sinasadya at tingin ko nga hindi ko mali... but anyway, tpos na ang lahat.... nabigyan naman ako ng Visa kaya okay na... let it go... kinabahan lang din cguro si daddy kaya medyo nahigh blood...

Salamat sa mga tumulong....

Infairness... sa mga nirisk ko ngaung sem na ito.. okay pa naman... god has his own reasons... his own time... In God's will I'll get what I deserve... I'll get them in the right time.... I'll get whats best for me.... Thanks

God bless us all

Ang feel kong drama today...

2008-08-05T03:40:05Z

Ang drama ko today sa prelims at take my time at dont take any number for granted....

Aun.... take my time at wala nga akong natake for granted na question na nabasa ko... ang problema... hindi ko nabasa/ nasagutan lahat...

I cant say na its mahirap... dahil its a lot easier than our quizzes... masydo lang tlga ako nagtake ur time at pati theories part dinibdib ko... The most depressing part is yung favorite kong topic un di ko nasagutan... yung tipong khit nakapikit ako eh ramdam kong masasagutan ko siya...Exag ba? hindi naman... naaral ko lang tlga siya ng sobra... wala kasi akong reviewer na sinasabi nilang dapat ireview dahil dun kumukuha ng test but I figured na I just have to maximize the resources I have and master the concept... Its the same thing naman... advantage lang tlga kapag naencounter mo na yung problem. Pero ito ako... sawi nnman... alam ko nga panu sagutan hindi naman ako umabot dun... oh well, I just hope and pray na un mga nasagutan ko are mostly right para kung hindi man ako umabot close pa rin.

Sa quiz na lang ako ng topic na un magpapakitang gilas... hahahaha Wish ko lang maalala ko cia... hehehehe

Ano kayang drama ko tom??? hmmmm... hanapin naman un maddali? pero parang magtatake din ng time un???

2 and 2

2008-06-04T23:53:58Z

I'm down to the last 2 boxes for checking and 2 last boxes of papers for encoding. oh yeah!! and for the record lahat ng tapos ay organize na.. Its actually fulfiling to finish those stuff! 4000 plus papers to check and almost 2000 papers to encode almost done. I hope I get this task done before monday so i can do what I want before school starts. Oh well, accmplishment this summer.

Something I wanna blog about

2008-05-24T05:52:09Z

Nothing really that might interest you guys!

My nephew made my day!! It was way back when he was 7 or 8years old when I last saw him. Ihe tried to make contact but my cousin (his mom) wont allow us. She said that umiiyak daw kasi everytime he looks at the pictures I sending me and the Messages from people he loves here in the philippines. I tried to email him all the time. I Send him birthday greetings, xmas greetings, new year or any other special occasion I can think of for almost 5 years but no respond. My Tita told me that my ate didnt allow him to use the computer. Sad. :( I wasnt able to talk to him for that long. My tita calls us often but we werent able to talk to him.

His memories are still fresh in my mind and heart. We took care of him almost half his life since he was a baby. He even called me before mommy even if my ate is here (nasa states kasi si ate eh). I just miss him big time!!!!

His still my little BABY JC BOY! sabi nga nila spoiled sa Tita Sherm!

I got to talk to him today in YM. First time in 5 years! It was overwhelming! though, the first thing he told me when I called him jc was

"I'm jdogg! dont call me jc. I'm a man now."

I was funny. buti na lang pala hindi JC BOY ang bati ko. kungdi yari ako. hahaha

He corrects me every now and then during the conversation coz i still call me jc. What can I do? He is still JC BOY to me.

I hope to see you soon JC BOY este Jdogg!!

GAS!!!

2008-05-13T10:55:10Z

amoy gas pa rin ang kamay ko.. pero ang mas memorable this day.. sigawan ng mga driver ng jeep at mga nakamotor dahil sa nakaharang ako sa daan..

yup tama! nasiraan nnmn ako! and akala ko nawalan ng gas ngunit hindi pala... khit puro gas na cia ayaw pa rin magstart. kahihiyaan ang inabot ko... pero i realize na may mga tao pa rin na willing tumulong... out of maraming tao dun... may 2 good samaritan... inusog ang car ko konti... hindi tabing tabi pero for me sobrang laki na ng tulong nila nun.... mahirap itulak un ah sa inclined na kalye ah...

Sa dalawang taong un! thank u very much. God bless u both!

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At dahil sa mga pangyayaring linggong ito... gagawa ako ng list ng mga kailngan kong matutunan at maaccomplish ngaun taon na ito or atleast for this semester!

to be continued

".7"

2008-03-12T11:33:16Z

hahahahaha.... today is a funny day. natalo ako sa 4,000 dahil sa .7 sa weight loss. hahahaha hulaan niyo san nanggaling yang .7 na yan? sikit? sa tubig. sa sobrang gutom ko napainom ako ng tubig sa pagaantay sa kapatid ko. but dont get me wrong. no hard feelings toh. trip ko lang ikwento. ito na ata ang pinakamasayang talo ko sa pustahan eh. why?

1. I loss 25 lbs. (pagkagising), 20 lbs (kapag kumain) hahaha
2. Nadisciplina ako sa pagkain, sa pagmanage ng oras.
3. I eat most of the time healthy food.
4. I dont over eat.
5. I exercise daily.
6. marunong na ako tumanggi sa mga bagay na hindi dapat.
7. Nakapagtipid ako.
8. Active na ang lifestyle ko. hindi na nga ako mapakali ng walang ginagawa eh. (which is good d ba?)
9. I can wear na clothes I like... hahahaha (ang problema na lang kung papagayan ako ni daddy. hahaha)
10. I get to bond with my brother khit naglolokohan lang kme para manalo sa pustahan.
11. Nadisciplina naman cia khit konti.
12. May parte naman ako sa panalo nia.
13. Nanlibre naman cia (na kung ako nanalo, walang libre. hahahaha "no wonder na talo ako" hahahaha)
14. Naambunan ang lahat sa panalo nia.
15. I have a lot of funny moments dahil sa pustahan na ito.
16. Natuto kme dumiskarte para manalo.
17. Marami na kmeng alam na paraan ng diet. haaha mahal na mahal kme ng mga kaibigan namin na kung anu anung kahibangan ang sinasuggest nila. hehehehe

At marami pang iba.... basta masaya lang... gusto ko ikwento ang pagkuha namin ng timbang ngaun... pinakafunny kc un..

sa dalawang timbangan kme nagtimbang sa pagaakalang niloloko kme nung timabangan namin.
unang timbang.. panalo c tj... next timbang... panalo ako... third timbang tie kme... hahaha parang pinaloloko tlga kme. So we deicided to get another opinion panu isesettle ang pustahan. dahil malaki ang money involve sympre walang gustong magpatalo but I know na talo na ako. nagkukulitan na lang kme. Funny that most of my clasm8s were dissappointed na talo ako. And they were so sad na baka daw madepress ako eh may test pa naman daw kme sa law but the truth is... nabuhayan pa nga ako magaral sa law... hindi siguro dahil talo ako kung hindi dahil sa wakas tapos na ang kahibangan namin pwede na ulit kumain. hahahaha

Nakakapraning ang "NO RICE" ah. at nakakatamad ang diet na every 3 hours kakain. at puro rich in fiber ang ipapasok sa katawan but everything is fine. I did enjoy the 3 months kabaliwan.

nonsense

2008-01-21T15:39:17Z

i just have to let it out.... grrrrrrrr....

wahhh!!! i have a test tom and i cant seem to get into focus.... Well, i want to but i cant find my scatch notebook (if there is such). I've already prepared a reviewer and now its gone. i have other materials to read but i still want my notes. damn. I can't start.... myself is telling me to read my book but my head is actually telling me to find my notebook.

I'm irritated! pissed off! and i dont know whatelse to say!

grrrrrrr...

Shark tale soundtrack

2008-01-07T08:16:28Z

Boy, you’re so hard to believe)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh... no..
(Boy, you’re so hard to believe)

Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh, just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer but my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough for you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, you

[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you, inside of me (oh yeah)
What do I have to do for you to notice this
You look at her with love with me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, whoa

[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you (with you)
Acting like everything is okay
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love (my secret love)

What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy, you’re so hard to believe (boy, you're so hard to believe)
Why do you show her love but there’s none for me
Boy, you don’t make sense to me
Is it cause I don’t have much to offer but my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough for you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you, you, you...

[Chorus]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is okay (everything ain’t okay)
But, oh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know (oh yeah)
My secret love (my secret love)

(Oh no)
Boy, you’re so hard to believe

Last day of class dis year!

2007-12-19T10:43:48Z

Well, it was fun.... nakakatuwa yung mga binigyan kong gifts. saya saya na nila sa goody bag na binigay ko. puro candies and chocolates lang laman. ang galing galing tlga. I nver expected na ganun cla kasaya dun sa ibibigay ko. parang bumalik lang kme sa pagkabata nagtratrade ng candies na gusto. yung iba naman nangunguha na lang sa goodie bag ng iba. hahaha pero nahuhuli naman cla. hehehehe yung iba pinagiinteresan na un goodie bag ng mga late. hahahahaha kakatuwa tlga... para daw kameng galing sa childrens party. I love it! napapatunayan lang tlga na its that thought that counts at hindi un price ng binibigay.

The whole batch was actually surprise that all of them ay may gifts from me. yyes! I said that RIGHT! lahat cla. pati enemies? and iregs. A close friend of mine branded me as "Red Santa Blockmate!" (Red comes from the red jacket i wear always, SAnta for the gifts, Blockm8 dahil un ang tawag nia skin). hahaha. I love the hugs they gave me sa tuwa. nakakabuhay ng dugo khit may test kaming dapat iniisip. ang saya saya ko tlga.

Share ko lang... ahahaha I love their reaction tlga. hahaha

after the long exam my college barkada went to gateway (dapat trinoma un) dahil sa gutom namin ayaw na namin ng mahabang biyahe kaya un pinakamalapit na lang. Kumain sa MAX (parang lahat ng xmas party ko sa MAX)tapos kwentuhan galore. promise ngaun lang kme nagusap ng ganun since pasukan since all of us are busy. outing,diet at ojt na pinaguusapan. astig tlga. hindi namin pinagusapan ang homeworks at kung anu anu pang requirement...

ay basta fun.

Special thanks sa mga nagbayad ng bill na c miles at mai. at pati sa chocolate crinkles na bigay ni pam. Thanks. Happy holidays

talk about CHANGE

2007-11-14T09:04:15Z

change change at change..

habang inuuti unti ko ang changes sa buhay ko... may nabasa naman akong (required basahin) kailangan mabilis ka magcope up sa changes..

well, to start of... nagaayos na akong konti... konti lang.. hahaha pinapayagan ko na ring pagtripan ako minsan na nakamake up khit nasa skul lang... infairness, ndi naman ako mukhang clown. isa pang change... most of my big clothes, long pants, pinatatama ko na un size... but nainis ako dun sa isang pants kong high school pa lang ata ako gamit ko na un sabay nasobrahan ba naman ng ikli... bitin tuloy... dati super haba... ngaun alanganing capri at alanganing pantalon na... kapag siniswerte ka nga naman. (sign ba ito na kailngan ko na bumili ng bago? hahaha ayaw! nagtitpid ako).

watelse? marami pa akong binabago pero hindi ko na imemention baka maudlot... ang hirap kc baguhin ng mga routine na sanay ka ng gawin.

til dito muna... nagentry lang ako dahil sa pantalon tlga... naiinis ako na nasobrahan ng ikli pero kailngan ko kumalma dahil marami pa akong gagawin kaya gawing joke time na lang...

i miss nics, tina, nika, bea, japsy, marie, kathy and all my high school friends... sayang at naudlot ang paguwi ni jumbi... magkikita kita na sana ulit...

cge ingatz kayong lahat

Where is Sara?

2007-11-03T17:00:39Z

damn! i've been watching csi season 7 and guess wat... naputol sa exciting part... kaya nga ako bumili ng dvd para hindi mabitin... I so love the minicure killer thing... im amaze about the details and stuff... all i can say now is dat i cant wait to watch the next episode and naiinis ako bat dun pa na cut...

well, my subject is basically about the episode na nacut. sara was suppose to be the victim. well, i just assumed na since she was part of the csi team maliligatas cia but im not sure. bat trip tlga un pagkacut. magpapasukan pa namn so i can watch the episodes sa tv.... o gosh!!

What hurts the most...

2007-09-04T11:03:28Z

Make sense to me......

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

I'll wait for you

2007-07-11T11:01:15Z

Wait For You

[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl (Boy) you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl (boy) I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

can i go now?

2007-05-30T20:40:32Z

What's the point of trying to meet you in the middle
You got your point of view
There's nothing I can do
Can't change your mind
Can't leave it all behind
You're living in the past
We talk and talk
This goes on for hours
About how I should be
Why is it all me
Don't wanna fight
Don't wanna waste my time
Baby just can't last
I'm moving on, moving on

[CHORUS:]
Can I go now
Say what you have to say
Happy you've got your way
There's nothing to discuss
Can I go now
Giving your point of view
Say what you want it too
So what's the point of love
Can I go now
Oh say what you have to say
Happy you've got your way
What's there to discuss

What's the point of trying to reach compromise
When you're the judge and jury
What's the story
I can't make you see that I'm not always wrong
I can't make you right
It's time to move on
I'm moving on

[CHORUS]

Let's go lead a day I'll pack my bags be on my way
Sure don't needs to stay
Where I'm not welcome anyway
Well now that's alright and that's okay yeah

There's nothing left to do
Maybe I'm not for you
So why don't you let it go

Tell me what's the point of all this
Talk, talk, talk, talk
We could go day and night
Still wouldn't make it right

Can I go now
Say what you have to say
Happy you've got your way
There's nothing to discuss
Can I go now
You're giving your point of view
Say what you want it too
So what's the point of love
Can I go now
I'll be on my way
Let's call it a day
Can I go now
Now, why don't you let it go
Can I go now

sana nabasa nia?

2007-05-25T13:58:18Z

bago nio umpisahan basahin ang entry na ito... sasabihin ko lang na ndi ako ang nagsulat nito... abangan nio na lang ung mgacocomment na "akin to" para malaman kung kanino ito galing...

napapaisip lang ako sa mga entry nia kaya irerepost ko dito.. okay... sana may mapulot kau...

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sulat na hindi nya nabasa....
ito ay isang sulat para sa isang taong importante sa duhay ko na nawala dahil sa mga nanyaring masasaklap.

ito ay nakalagay sa isang wallet na sira at nakasulat sa isang papel na punit na at nakapalood sa isang pusong durog. (corny no)

september 7, 2006
4:55 am

dear_____

bakit kaya ganun?bakit kaya ganito ako? lagi nlng walang tamang nagagawa.
minsan pinilit kong maging mabuting anak pero mali parin.
minsan pinilit kong maghintay para sa isang minamahal pero mali parin ako.
ah! alam ko na! ako nga siguro ang may diperensya.siguro ang gustuhin kong magustohan ng iba kahit ayaw niya.
pero pinilit ko parin. pinili ko ang sarili ko sa isang taong ayaw naman talaga sa akin.
gusto ko mang maghintay pero parang pinagtatabuyan na niya ako.pero naiintindihan ko sya parang sumosobra na kasi ako.habang sinisulat ko ito naaalala ko ang maiikling panahon namagkasamakami.yung mga tawanan at mga lambingan.
bakit ito lng angang naaalala ko??? kasi ito lng ang gusto kong maalala lahat puro masaya .
hindi ko alam kung ano ang manyayari sa akin bukas. nakadepende pa lahat ng ito sa sasabihin nya bukas. pero bago ang lahat mag sosorry lng muna ako sa kanya
_____ sorry sa lahat ng mga nagawa ko at pati narin sa mga hindi ko nagawa.salamat sa iyo dahil ikaw ang nag papasaya sa akin at sa lahat ng mga nayayari sa buhay ko ngayon, isa ka sa dahilan kung bakit gusto ko pang magpatuloy salamat ng marami.salamat talaga.
basta tandaan mo kahit ano ang manyari nandito lng ako kahit anong araw kahit anong oras at kahit anong sitwasyon.at kung mawawala ka sa akin dun ako magsisimulang madurog ng husto.

ang drama no! sa totoo lng matagal ko ng naisulat yan andami lo mgang gustong baguhin eh.pero ok nayan.para makita ng mga tao kung ano nga ba ang tumatakbo sa isip ng isang taong malapit ng madurog.

kahit na hindi ko gusto ang naging wakas ng isang istoryang tumagal lng ng limang buwan masaya ako at natapos ko ng maayos ang istorya. kaya ikaw oo kinakausap nanaman kita kahit ano pa ang pangalan mo wag kang matakot na sundin ang gusto mo!lumaban ka at ipag laban mo ang kaligayahan mo. huwag mong intindihin ang sasabihin ng iba.basta ang importante ay msaya ka.

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okay, may tanung ako? naisip ko na yan yung ang importante masaya ka.... pero magiging masaya ka ba tlga kung ndi masaya ang iba? pwedeng masaya ka ngaun pero kapag nakita mong ndi masaya ang iba... hindi ka rin naman sasaya eh...

hindi masamang ipaglaban ang gsto mo pero may mga situation na kailangan mo na rin kalabanin ang kaligayahan mo para mapaligaya ang nakakarami d ba?

baka sabihin mo eh kinakalaban ko ang blog mo...hindi po... gaya mo gsto ko lang din makita nila ang tumatakbo sa isip ko... habang binabasa ko nga ang entries mo.. infairness, naamaze ako... bihira ang taong magpopost ng ganyan... kaya saludo ako sau khit palagi kang nangbabara....

sa mga taong gsto magcomment.. cge lang... gsto naman nia malaman mga reaction ng tao sa mga pinopost nia eh...

P.S. feeling ko sana nabasa nung sinulatan nia to....

Anyone wanna buy a property????

2006-11-21T00:18:51Z

Anyone wanna buy a property????

like a Land, condo, villa, etc

a friend of mine is a real estate agent from phil. estate (company)

if interested you can contact her in 09176089754.

road trips and tour in this properties are available during sundays and mondays...

thank you...

tagal kong hinanap lyrics nito....

2006-10-18T09:08:38Z

ewan ko ba bat parang naadik ako sa kantang toh... hay... hahaha

I DO
by Nina

[i]
I can sense what you’ve been thinkin’
You wanna know if what I feel
Is undoubtedly the real thing
Does your touch give me chills

[ii]
If you think I have no int’rest
In the things you say and do
Baby, if we close this distance
I’m gonna prove to you that

[refrain]
I’m ready (ready) if you’re ready (boy) and you know I wanna play
Baby, come and get your girl ’cause I got somethin’ say to you
Gonna tell you what you wanna hear, boy (hear, boy)
And it’s all so true

[chorus]
Do I like the way you’re kissin’ me
I do, yes, I do
Do I think about the birds and the bees
You know I do
‘Cause there ain’t no ifs or maybes
Do I wanna be your baby
Yes, I do, I do, I do

[iii]
(You wanna know) Do I like the way you complement my style
Yes, I do
Do I like the way your jokes can make me smile
You know I do
Been thinkin’ ’bout it lately
And I wanna be your baby
Yes I do, I do, I do

[iv]
I can see you got some issues
You’re afraid to let love start
Many pieces of this puzzle
Are missin’ from your heart

[v]
I can heal the pain you’re feelin’
I can fix the things you fear
Seems too obvious to mention
But you’re the reason that I’m here, yeah yeah

[repeat refrain]

[repeat chorus]

[repeat iii]

[bridge]
We could melt into the sun
Water colors start to run
We lie between the blue and green
Maybe love changes everything

Tears won’t wash away the hurt
Runnin’ from it doesn’t work
‘Cause love changes everything
Everything, everything, everything

[repeat chorus]

[repeat iii]

[repeat chorus]

[repeat iii]

[repeat chorus]

[repeat iii]

tagged by nikka and chessie

2006-08-26T10:12:44Z

Once tagged by this entry, write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. In the end of it, pick six of your friends and tag them! (No tag backs). This explanation must be included, of course.

1. I love color green... any shade will do... sabi ni lolo kulay ng dollars.... sabi ni daddy kulay ng utak (wahahah greenminded!)... sabi ng iba kulay ng kalikasan... sabi ko... narerelax ako sa kulay na un.... pati notes ko sa skul green ink ang pinangsusulat ko. plus my green bettle... and green uniform??? wahahah

2. I love trying any kind of sports... khit i usually end up a loser masaya pa rin matry un... experience lang khit palaging talunan... wahahaha masgsto ko pati un pinagpapawisan na sports kaysa sa wala lang (feeling ko?? pumapayat ako khit ndi... wahahaha)

3. I am a NEstea Ice Tea Addict!!! khit walang kain basta may ice tea masaya na ang araw ko... hyper mode ang labas ko after nito..

4. Nahihilo ako kapag nakakainom ng kape... san ka pa? ewan ko bkit... bt everytime i drink some khit sip lang... paniguradng hilo ako... sabi ng mga friends ko daig ko pa ang nalasing... hahahahaha kumsta naman un?

5. Pwede akong matulog khit walang unan basta may kumot... khit mainit... nakasanayan ko na ata tlga un... ndi ko maexplain bkit pero ganun tlga ako... cguro dahil ginawin tlga ako khit sa electric fan giniginaw (abnormal na ata ako?)

6. Frustrated guitarist... wahahaha marunong naman ako pero nde magaling..... amaze na amze tlga ako sa marurunong tlga magguitar... samahan mo pa kapag marunong tlga kumanta.... Idol.. balang araw gagaling din ako... (when exactly? I dont know)

tag: milet, ruthee, heds, helen , jade, buntot

wishing someone back

2006-08-26T10:11:56Z

From my email....
Parang Kayo, Pero Hindi.

She is a 24-year old copywriter. He is an architect.
They met and became lovers in college. They broke up last year but
remained to be "friends."

They send sweet text messages and he calls her often to make sure
she's okay. They still date. They still have sex.

They don't see anyone else. It is obvious that they still love each
other but when asked about their situation, she doesn't
know the real score. Even

her friends are in the dark. "Parang sila, pero hindi."

She works in a telecom. He is reviewing for the board. They are in
the same barkada. They talk on the phone till 4 am. He gives
her chocolates, flowers and CDs even when there is no occasion. Their
friends are suspecting something. Bakit sila nagsosolo kapag may
overnight inuman? Why does he hold her close on the dance floor? Bakit sila
magkaholding hands lagi?

Sila kaya?

"He hasn't admitted anything," she rants. "But I let him hug and kiss me.

Parang kami, pero hindi."

They work together in an ad agency. After office, they would watch
movie, have dinner and stroll at Glorietta. She gave him Harry Potter books
for his birthday in exchange for posing as her boyfriend to make an ex
jealous. They made out during the company outing in Subic and
never talked about it. He said "I love you" once but she wasn't sure if she
heard him correctly because they were both drunk then. But one thing
she is sure of is her feelings for him. She likes him. And she's
assuming that with what he's doing to her and with her, he likes her, too. There's just one hitch: he has a girlfriend!

She is a 28-year-old virgin. He's a 35-year-old bachelor. Both mountaineers,
they became close during their climbs. After a few dates in posh
restaurants, he brings her to his condo where they would make out.

They have been doing this for months. She wants to believe
that "sila na" but then she's not really sure about it. "We don't talk about
it but it doesn't really matter," she'd tell her friends. "What's
important is I am enjoying this -- whatever it is."

The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual
understanding. Pseudo-relationship s. Pseudo- boyfriends.

Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase
where the persons involved are more than friends, but not
quite lovers.

Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of
you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your
gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi
kayo mag-dyowa.

Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still
love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a
reason. A nd for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna
magkabalikan.

It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso
kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.

Testing lang.

Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya
nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di
naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya
nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."

This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung
naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."

Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala
talagang kasiguraduhan.

So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?

Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang.

Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa w ala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom. "

Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa
kunwa-kunwarian.

For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship
at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.

Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationship s
din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason
that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone
else, or that they weren't ready to commit.

My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."

Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung
kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag
tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam
kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang
wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.

But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship , the
emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae
lagi ang lugi.

Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you
can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga
ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your
role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if
you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself.

Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him?
You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang
na mahal ka rin niya.

Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't.
Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.

This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.

Or if there is a relationship at all.

Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?

What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't?

What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys,
only to find out that he is seeing other girls?

Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationship s, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would
be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo
alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship . Wala kang
pinanghahawakan.

Kasi sa pseudo-relationship , there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me,"
hindi "us."

Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo- relationship, hindi mo
maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And
you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only
to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with
somebody else.

Ang h irap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.

Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh.
Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.

But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live
the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationship s and wait for the real thing.

When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.

Magpakasaya ka.

Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."

Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.

Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero
hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang
doon lang siya ...

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hai....

Happy Birthday to me

2006-08-21T10:53:36Z

hahahaha.... my birthday celebration started last friday... thanks to cheche,paola and marrah na pinaghandaan yung birthday ko... ehehehe nakakatouch with all tha banners(literal na MGA!.. daming bulitin board may “hapi birthday sherm and cake... Thank u tlga... buti na lang free day (nde busy day) yung friday... heehehe salamat sa good time na favorite color ko daw sabi nila cheche na “pink” wahahaha GREEN ang favorite ko... wahahaha aside from dat... tawanan day din ang buong friday sa skul khit asa library... sarap ng feeling ng wlang ginagawa masyado… brain break after the prelims... Salamat sa bonding hours... with the cake and ur cherry stem knotting exercise... hahaha kakatawa tlga kau...

SAt naman... The ultimate update bonding with the KADA... hahahaha... namiss ko kau tlga ng sobra... nde naman kme masydong excited na mag kita kita khit 1130 pa dadating ung nagyaya... magkakasama na kme ng 10... hahahaha ibang level na rin ang mga usapan namin... wahahaha “honesty day” wahaha infairness ang bilis ko umamin kaninang este kahapon pala.. nagstuhan ko cia (secret lang ah)... wahahaha epekto ng katandaan toh... wahahaha at infairness, ang taas na ng awareness natin sa mundo... hehehehe concern citizens na tau... ahahahaha epekto ng mga courses at mga subjects... reminising day nnmn ito... sympre with updates... hahahaha labo ko.... pero nasiyahan tlga ako....namiss ko tlga kau sobra... kakatuwa kau panoorin magkwento... hahahaha dumadaldal tlga... halatang naipon ang kwento... Sana maulit soon!!! ingatz kau...

sunday.... umaga pa lang.... 2:30 am... nakakatuwa na ang mga nangyari... ginising ako ni daddy at ni christine ng 12 midnight... may dalang hot cake na may kandila... wahahahah wala pa daw kcing cake eh... wahahahaha kakatawa tlga... ang cute... infairnss ntuwa tlga ako ng sobra... thank u very many... PLUS MAY POWERPOINT PRESENTATION PALANG KASAMA UN SA PC.... dami din nagtxt ng 12 midnight.... ang galing tlga... dati ako lang gumagawa nun (or un ang alam ko)... hahahah pati ung mga nde expected nagtxt 12 midnight pa tlga... ang galing...hahahaha... ang bait tlga c lord skin.... tpos nakakatawa pa un isa kong friend....

friend: an gsto mo gft?

shermee: anung gift?

friend: as if di mo alam kung an sinasabi ko ..

friend: kala mo nklimutan ko noh?

shermee: wahahaha

shermee: sabi mo nga

friend: nkita ko kasi may bitbit ka na cake nung fri kaya hndi n kta bnilhan cake...

friend: so ..an na lng gft ko sayo?

shermee: wahahaha

shermee: nakakatawa kaya

shermee: may cake ako nung Friday

shermee: kanina

shermee: ngaun improvise... wahahaha hot cake na may candle

shermee: wahahaha

friend: hahaha ...ang fun

friend: btw, nrinig mo na yung ni-record kong grw old wid you?

shermee: nde pa eh

shermee: ayaw nia tlga umandar ditto

shermee: pati sa shop

friend: wala ka quicktime?

friend: gsto mo isend ko ulit?

shermee: wala eh...

shermee: may quick time un isa sa shop pero pinapaupgrade pa bago umandar..

shermee: hahahaha

shermee: cge send mo po ulit

friend: ngek .. quicktime kasi format nito eh ...

shermee: oo nga

friend: sie try ko n lng isend sayo ulit ..

shermee: kk pow...

shermee: un with feelings ah

shermee: wahahaha

friend: ngek .. at namili pa .. wahahaha

shermee: hahaha

friend: recieve mo na po?

shermee: yup

shermee: thanks

friend: you're welcome

friend: naopen mo na or dindownlod mo pa?

friend: hhehe

shermee: hehehe

shermee: ayaw pa nia maopen..

shermee: pati email ko ayaw bumukas

shermee: wahahaha

friend: wahahaha

friend: sabi mo nga

friend: sana naman pagbigyan ka kahit tonight lang ..

friend: kunwari nirthday mo pa rin till now

friend: hahaha

friend: nirthday=birthday

shermee: ngek

shermee: timang ka tlga...

friend: hahaha

shermee: sabi ko na nde mo naman naalala eh

friend: the term

friend: wahahaha

friend: ows?

shermee: ngaun lang kaya un birthday ko...

***** wahahaha lusot na sana sa umpisa na naaalala nia... humirit pa... huli tuloy na nde alam un birthday ko... hahahahaha natawa naman ako dun... gud thing to start the day pa rn... hahaha

at eto 2:43 na... magcing kaya kme mamaya?? hmmmm.... manggigising ako... wahahahaha.... o cge tulog na rin muna ako.... ingatz kau... salamat ng marami sa nakaalala....

P.S. naalala ko lang ung 19 wishes ko knina…. Na todo impromptu… kulang pa ako ng 2… at napaisip ako paguwi ko… may mga bagay pala akong ichachange… wahahahaha…. Atsaka naisip ko… kung may genie tpos tinanung ako kung anung wish ko…. Wala akong 3 wishes na ready… wahahaha (hala nagisip bata nnmn ako)

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hmmmmm.... continuation to ng araw ko...

ang saya woke up around 9 para yayain na ang lahat para umalis... wahahaha para umabot sa simba... pero i ended up waiting my brother to wake up.... panu nde ko ata kaya manggcing ng taong alam kong kakatulog lang.. pasaway kc ayaw matulog nung pinapatulog ko... hahahaha so wen everyone was ready around 10:30... my dad told us that he will drop us sa celeb dahil may binyag ciang ppntahan pero susunduin pa namin c tito.... pagkasundo namin my dad ask me na sumama na lang kmeng lahat sandali lang naman daw un... sabi ko cge.... khit kinakabahan na akong matagal un at may susunod akong kaibigan dun sa celeb... hahahaha from 9am naging 3pm ang pnta namin sa celeb but still it was fun... before going der kumain muna kme with my tito (to think... kasama din cia nung debut ko na umalis with family) hahahaha.... kumain kme sa kakuska sa katips.... hahahah tuwang tuwa naman cla daddy sa place so nasiyahan na ako... dami nilang inorder... hahahaha

hinatid namin ang tito ko and off to celebrity to play table tennis and swimming.... ang saya.... since its my birthday... lahat ng games ko panalo... wahahaha salamat sa mga pinagbigyan ako... hahahaha it made my day.... tpos dumating na c norlyn while waiting for our turn to play tumingin muna kme ng model unit ng condo doon... hingi cia ng price list at nagpicture taking ng nakasports attire kasama ang ahenteng nakaporma... wahahahaha kakatuwa tlga... pagbalik namin naglaro na kme... wa tusawang laro.... mga 630 ot 7 na ata kme natpos... tpos naligo muna ako cla naman naglaro ng sister ko... wahhahaha close na cla... after nun... diretso na kme too eat dinner kasama pa rin c norlyn... tpos nun church naman kme since nde kame umabot sa mass sa celebrity ng 12. pagbalik ko ng bahay... akalalin niong knock down na ako sa pagud?? eh may plano pa kmeng movie marathon til matapos ang bday ko with my siblings... umpisa pa lang suko na ako... kaya natulog na ako....

pagcing ko... wahahahaha Tps na ang birthday ko... nde na ako ang boss at back to reality... hahahaha dapat ang winish ko na lang sana birthday ko araw araw... wahahaha

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Anyway, i therefore conclude that dis had been the best weekend birthday.... hahahahaha thanks kay lord... at sa lahat ng nagpasaya skin since friday.... actually may birthday continuation pa rin khit 21 na ngaun... hahahaha

cge po SALAMAT NG MARAMI!!! magsipag ingatz kaung lahat...

SA LAHAT NG MAY BIRTHDAY NG AUGUST.... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY... ENJOY... INGATZ

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA MGA MAY BIRTHDAY SA SEPTEMBER!!! INGATZ....

Pasiklaband @ tina's bday

2006-05-23T05:44:38Z

kahapon we went to tinas village for the pasiklaband event na inorganize ng youth circle nila.... masaya naman... and may mga bands tlga na magagaling tlga....

first time in our summer days na almost complete na ang kada... nde kc pumunta c japs... anyways, we were all excited and hapi to see each other once again... for some of my kadamates... december pa ata huling kita... gud luck naman todo ipon na ipon na ang kwento at mga tawa namin...

to start the day yesterday.... we recieved a msg from tina na nagpaexcite naman smin lalo... ehehehe nde ko tlga binura sa phone ko... hahaha "For me, "Old friends r stil the best. Lets celebrate friendship, life and my birthday. til midnight eatin, chattin, laughung and rembrn the past. -pure bliss! haha can't wait."

hahahaha... nafulfill naman ang til midnight party khit maaga umuwi ang iba... til morning nga ata un eh... wahahaha... it was Super fun...

bago ko makalimutan... inatake ako ng katopakan kgbe at nagpapicture sa drummer ng join the club na c kuya pao... wahahaha bagong crush... wahahaha huling umamin ata ako na may crush nung debut pa ni anna... gud luck naman un... wahahahaha... infairness, natuwa naman ako dun... wahahahaha kilala kc ni bea c kuya pao kaya easy access ang buhay plus tina is one of the organizer at iba ang closeness nila... wahahahaha fun fun... pero nahihiya pa rin ako... ehehehehe hapi hapi...

after the pasiklaband event we went to tina's place to hangout til dawn saya saya naman.... HAPPY MEMORIES TO TREASURE.... yevah.... kelan kaya ang susunod na bonding??? pwede bang soon?? take care always....

For pictures see siyamee.multiply.com (sa friday ko pa mapopost)

my tito's bday

2006-05-06T04:02:22Z

o well, i wasnt able to go to the party because i studied for my qualifying exam. last night wen my parents arrived they told me that everyone was looking for me. nakakatouch naman (hinahanap na pala ako sa angkan ng mga de leon). After looking for me thing i went back to my room to sleep dat was already 12midnight. wala ng kwento kwento pang iba..

this morning, ang gandang balita ang sumalubong skin.... with all the chismiss and stuff, it was already confirmed dat one of my tito and tita are seperated again... hindi na cla nagsawa, hindi na nila iniisip un mga anak nila.. hindi naman sa jinujugde ko cla but in dis case i always take a stand sa mararamdaman ng mga pinsan ko.. khit nde na kme masyadong naguusap.. maliban sa isang kuya ko dun at sa kambal.

in my dads case, kampi sa kapatid sympre without hearing the side of mt tita... ang labo... 4 of my insan are literally having a hard time wen their parents broke up... away dito away doon... pati grade nila naaapektuhan. papalit palit ng bahay.. hindi na umuuwi... sabi ng iba kong tita.. dats their choice at wala ng kinalaman ang mga magulang nila... hindi pa nila naiisip na nangyayari un kc wala ng guidance ang mga anak nila?? or naguguluhan?? or maybe hindi na tlga nila naiintindihan ang nangyayari...

ngaun another 6 of my pinsans are experiencing the confusion, heartache at headache... I dont blame them kung maghanap cla ng care from others... bf and gf (which in our case bawal until we graduate from college) or hindi umuwi to hangout with friends...

Ngaun narealize ko na tlgang may part ang parents sa outcome ng anak.. Ang hirap nito 3 pamilya out of 9 na magkakapatid sa side ng daddy ko ang together na lang sa mga pinakasalan nila... and im afraid that the same thing might happen to us (wag naman sana...) I'm happy that my parents are still together.. kaya dapat maging gud girl at gud boy kme... sa hirap ng buhay dats the only consulation my parents could get...

another issue daw that was brought up last night was noong hinabol ng itak ni lola c lolo dahil sa maling ginawa... sabi ng mga babaeng de leon kaya daw cla naging matapang dahil dun... hindi tlga dapat nagpapaapi ang mga babae... hindi dapat under or something.... kaya sa point of view nila pwede nilang itakin ang mga asawa nila ng walang magagalit sa angkan nila... weird.. pero nung binalik na ni mommy sa kanila eh d pwede ko ng itakin tong c edwin de leon na ako eh... sabi nila tita... hindi ka naman original na de leon eh...(kahit nde sabihin ni mommy i know she hurt by that comment) hala naman... obvious tlga ang bias nilang point of view... no wonder my dad believes only in himself at ayaw maniwala smin... paniniwalaan lang nia un point namin kapag kapatid na nia un nagsabi... hai life...

okay fine... cguro un ibang nakakabasa nito ay sasabihing nagpapaapekto nnmn ako.... khit ayaw ako isipin... palaging bumabalik sa isip ko na im still part of their family at kailngan ako makinig or makialam... panu ko kaya mababago khit konti ang point of view nila????

when in doubt stop

2006-05-04T12:04:40Z

originally dis entry ay dapat may title na FREE ride... pero since ang pagtype ko ng entry is a week late... dami ng nangyari kaya binago ko na.... kaya nde ko na rin explain bat un ang dapat na title

April 27 was the last day of my summer classes.... My classes was quite fun dahil sa mga kalokohan at iba pa....

List of the things that made my class worthwhile...

*bonding with laarni, ouanne, at zel.... todo bonding sa kalokohan.. ehehehe

* MEeting with helen (pumayat ka promise)

* Sympre un mga natutuhan ko kay MRs. wood khit sobrang hirap magmemorize...

* New Friends... Namely Sharmaine, Sheila, RAi, Ate Angel, Ada...

* New acquaintance... (mga di ko masydong nakakausap pero kilala ko)... Ingrid, Jenina, Celine, MAx, Leah, hmmm... may nakalimutan akong isang name... sori naman...

* Late night tambay with laarni at zel....

* Mga uwing 10pm... ehehehe

* Morning takas... paagaahan tlga ng pasok....

* My molecular model (CApric ACid) nag enjoy ako sa pag gawa infairness... ehehehe

* ALLOWANCE (khit ubos na)

* Lunch out namin nila Nika at Rj na nauwi sa bonding namin ni nika till 7:30pm... (wala tlgang pasok ng araw na ito... ehehehehe)

* Brownies na dala ni ZEL... Matinding salamat... yummy... wala bang take 2? joke... thanks

* ZAGU

* ang PAg punta ni EJ...

* Ang paglabas ng tunay na kulang ng isang kala ko eh mabuting kaibigan... hahahaha (nde na ako magiging mabait sau.. hmp)..

* Ang nakakatouch na pagpunta nila laarni at zel ng finals ko khit wala na si laarning pasok... ehehehe salamat sa support mga kaibgan... at ang bonding sa chocolate kiss after ng finals syempre... saya tlga....

Things I missed because of my class....

- Few gimiks...

- Marinduque trip (namimiss ko na si San Pedro at ang ginataan ni lola FE)

- DAvao trip

- CAvite TRip

- CHe Che's bday Celebration

- Playstation tournament nila EJ (hehehehe)

- Swimming.... (dahil na ito sa paninindigang magrereview ako for qualifying exam.... pray for us please)

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fast forward.... May 2 and 3 na happenings...

May 2

sinamahan ko kumuha ng student permit ang pinsan at kapatid ko.... grabs ang init.... at buong araw kme sa lto.... nagloloko daw kc mga pc nila... hay grabe tlga.... nde tuloy ako nakareview... pero ayos lang dahil nakapagbonding naman kme ni chichan at ni chino. after nun... pumunta kme kala bea to get the drivers manual tpos ZAGU at namalengke.... naglunch out din pala kme dahil naabutan kme sa lto ng lunch break... tpos mga 5-6 bago umuwi ng dinner na kme sa labas... oh d ba?? ayaw pa dapat namin umuwi kayalang... pagud na pagud na tlga ako... pingadrive ko na rin pala c christian ng konti pagkakuha ng student permit... wahahahaha excited kc eh... wahahaha... nerbiyos ako nun ah... ehehehe

May 3

etong araw na ito ay sobrang FUN na ewn... wahahahaha.... woke up around 10am dahil samahan ko c insan sa sm north ng hapon... sympre kakain, maliligo at magaayos pa ako.... bago punta dun... punta muna kme sa shop... at sh*T.... naatrasahn ko ang van ni tito edmond... patay nnmn c volkzee.... wasak nnmn ang likod.... saklap tlga... after ng matagal kong pagiingat sa kotse ko after ipagawa.... heto nnmn... may sira nnmn... sori naman skin... nde ko sinasadya... doon ko nakuha ang titile nitong entry.... sinampa ko na kc sa sidewalk un kotse.... sabi ko parang ang panget kaya umatras ako... at boomed... bangga ang abot ko... pinagsabihan lang ako ni tito... sabi nia When in DOUBT ALWAYS STOP... alam ko na kcng alanganin ako... pero tinuloy tuloy ko pa din... hay... more praktis....

pagkatapos ng katangahan ko... sabi ni mommy hahatid na lang daw nila kme sa SM north... sabi ko... nde pwede... wahahaha kaya ko un... kaya bago pa kunin ang susi skin... umalis na kme ni insan.... first time kong magdrive papunta dun... ng walang kasamang parents.... first ko din magpark sa car park ng malls na aakyat pa... wahahaha (gets ba? parang ang labo.. wahahaha)... ah basta un.... hinatid ang insan ko sa orientation nia tpos im on my own.... well, inimbita ko c laarni na samahan ako kayalang may lakad na cia kaya c zel na lang ang pumunta ehehehe... habang inaantay ko cia... wahahahaha may nakita akong butihing kaibagn... hehehe buti naman ang may kasama ako... tpos pagdating ni zel umalis na rin cia... kme naman ni zel ang nagkulitan... pasaway na bata..... tpos aun... pagkatapos ni insan... may binili lang kme tpos lumarga na pauwi... wahahaha... since nagpakahenyo ako sa daan at nagside street.... umabot kme kala nicole wahahaha... fun fun... kaya ko na pumunta sa inyo nics...

on the way home... nung alam nnmin ang daan tumawag c tito at pinagasan ang kotse ko... yebah... pwede nnmn mag lakwatsa... pinagmimiryenda rin kme sa labas... hahahaha... fun fun....

basta hirap explain pero nagenjoy ako ngaung araw na ito pati kahapon khit super pagud ako.... kaya bukas back to business na ako... aral for qualifying exam... i need to pass.....

cge ingatz... enjoy the remaining days of summer... i miss my kada... take care... mwuah.....